The Year begins for me

Well i thought i wasnt going to be able to finish what little i have left of school, but thru the grace of god, my mother, and her friend i am back and prayin i dont run into any finiacal issues again this year. There has beeen alot of things goin on and to be honest i could only see the bad but thinkin about it and talkin to my wonderful friends i know see that this was another test within my life to see if i could i can handle it, and to be honest i wouls give my self a C-. There so many things i want and need to do in order to be as suecessful as i want and becuase i dont know when the lord will call me home i try to live my life every day as if it was my last. I can no longer keep walkin around with my head held down and hoping no one sees me. As we all know there alot of people i no longer speak to and to be honest i feel as though it is for the best. Yes i miss some of the friendships i had i can not live in the pass i have to move forward becuase i know they could care less, and i need to do the same.